stillnate - SIP Lyrics

Yeah, I'm f*ckin' scared to die, but I'm f*ckin' scared to live
This shit must be purgatory, why you tellin' fibs
Lyin' on my name like I'm the issue, I confess
The only time I feel alright is when I take a sip
And I put that bottle down, but then I picked it up, yeah
I felt alright until I felt down again ahh, yeah
I wish it was all okay and I could stay tough
But sometimes my mind feels way too damn much

Yeah, if one thing goes wrong, I'm out my head
If I don't pick a girl, I might be dead,
I'd rather be okay and live
But I'm in purgatory, can't hit reset, uh
And that's the truth
Cause I be spillin' all my guts when I'm inside the booth
Why the f*ck you tell me that this isn't what I'll do
I'm a broken man, but you know that I play that shit cool
Uh, uh, uh, I'm dead inside, yeah
I've been dead before they f*cking arrived
Yeah, I've been sippin' all night, and that's a f*ckin' lie
I've been sippin' since the morning, you don't know my life
Mm-mm-mm, mm-mm
I've been sippin' since the morning, you don't know my life
Like mm-mm-mm, mm-mm, I've been sippin' since the mornin
I ain't even drive, I can't even drive
I can't even drive, I can't even drive
Yeah, yeah, aye, aye

Yeah, I'm f*ckin' scared to die, but I'm f*ckin' scared to live
This shit must be purgatory, why you tellin' fibs
Lyin' on my name like I'm the issue, I confess
The only time I feel alright is when I take a sip
And I put that bottle down, but then I picked it up, yeah
I felt alright until I felt down again ahh, yeah
I wish it was all okay and I could stay tough
But sometimes my mind feels way too damn much

I can't even drive, cause I been sipping
I can't even drive, cause I been sipping