I want you
I want you to know
It's nice to remember the good times
But looking back
I don't regret it
I just wish you wouldn't have been
So toxic
And such a narcissist
But maybe that's just my perspective
I want you
I want you to know
At times we were brothers but other times I couldn't have cared any less about you
It sounds harsh but now it's time to be honest since I never was
You always got under my skin and you were the best at making me feel like shit
And yeah maybe for a while I thought I deserved it
But I'm glad I came to reality and told you to f*ck off even if t was just over text
It was nice having a group of friends I guess but what means more to me
My social status or whether or not I want to be alive
So yeah maybe I'm an asshole for choosing life
But if you're going to condemn me for that then I'm not afraid to cut you out of it
I want you
I want you to know
It's time to let go but I can't
Because like a ghost the memories
We made still haunt me
But I was sick of being
The host to a parasite
So if this is so long
So long and thanks for all the good times