Stomachaches - Relapse/Repeat Lyrics

I thought I was getting better
I'm not really sure what happened
An entire album's worth of songs that now don't mean anything

Over time I've learned if you ever get your hopes up there's nothing to be let down about
If you never keep your head up
What's so bad about knowing where every crack is in the ground

It's like all of my life was leading up to this but now that it's come I don't feel any different
And i'm still breathing
Even if it hurts

I still bite my bottom lip until I bleed
I still lay down even when I can't sleep
I still write shitty songs that don't mean anything to anyone but me
So what's the point

It honestly felt like I was getting better
Not like before but for forever
I guess like usual I was wrong
No matter what I do I can't move on

But if I can't move on
I'll move forward