I know the pain of waking feeling hollow
You question how low you can fall though
When you fall into the bottle
Follow the taste until you crash in waves of sorrow
Do I really need to remind you that we live on time that's borrowed
Yeah
It's like a morphine drip you swallow
To numb the daily pains you can't let go; they're so colossal
You pace the floors 'til the bottle won't give anymore
And crack those knuckles with fist fights against the walls & the doors
You're f*cking closing doors, shutting out the whole world
Building up barriers to bury yourself beneath the void
And when you f*cking pour that much contempt in your core
A new clear vision of split atoms that's radioactive
Self-destructive, disillusioned, destitute, damned, and diluted
Defeatist mentality can find confinement and confusion
I'm alluding the illusions leave you battered with contusions
You must confess to yourself, this'll be the source of your own ruin