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Since you talking crazy, not tryna find out where you stay
You don't know the flavor so hop up outta my Kool-Aid
Fake like you on top, I ain't worried because I'm too paid
Bout to face, 2 Ls, Cool J
Won't be a victim, another brother that you played
Don't come here looking if you just caught you a bouqet
Probably would've got me you hollered in my high school days
Now it's too late, saw my heart mutate
Story, strolling through to give you some vibes
I stay as strong as I can, I ain't quick to divide
You can't match that energy then you ain't fit for the job
Tryna be my main squeeze, baby this is the guide
Most times when I write, confidence through the sky
Feel like the only one who can create like this is a god
Sometimes I'm feeling low, and I be dipping on pride
You gotta tell me I'm the goat and don't be quitting on rhymes
Lemme stop, honestly, I ain't even gone lie
For this heart rollercoaster, I won't give you no ride
It's been countless other women that done tested and tried
I think I'm just unlovable, it ain't no reason to hide
I'm too open with my flaws and I don't keep 'em inside
But I show all of my weakness so my strength a surprise
They don't stick around to see it, I do that to design
Who's worthy of the potential that I pack in my mind
Since you talking crazy, not tryna find out where you stay
You don't know the flavor so hop up outta my Kool-Aid
Fake like you on top, I ain't worried because I'm too paid
Bout to face, 2 Ls, Cool J
Won't be a victim, another brother that you played
Don't come here looking if you just caught you a bouqet
Probably would've got me you hollered in my high school days
Now it's too late, saw my heart mutate
Stories, told by the women in my past
Say they wanna stick around but then it didn't last
All play the same games but wearing different masks
Not a cheater or a liar, I am such a simple task
That they always leave incomplete, patterns of misery
I'm still part to blame so I won't fake it and disagree
But it's no mystery, a lot what you meant to me
Can't reciprocate and now my heart got this injury
Had infatuations and it used to be you
I heard that good guys finish last, it proves to be true
When we used to kick it it was usually smooth
Then you flipped the script, I gave you the opportunity to
It grew from the root, over time I'm refusing to boot
You from my coop, now my mind just be loosening screws
Who would've knew that I would but that you wouldn't bloom
Now I'm proud that our history a beautiful tomb
We ain't really spoke so now it's easy to say
Self love and self care is really easy as cake
Anybody make it hard, you gotta push em away
You might love em, but I know that you ain't loving the pain
The other day I heard somebody was saying yo name
And I ain't even crack a smile, at first I thought it was strange
'Til I realized what it was that started this chain
I'm the dime and baby you the one that needed to change
Since you talking crazy, not tryna find out where you stay
You don't know the flavor so hop up outta my Kool-Aid
Fake like you on top, I ain't worried because I'm too paid
Bout to face, 2 Ls, Cool J
Won't be a victim, another brother that you played
Don't come here looking if you just caught you a bouqet
Probably would've got me you hollered in my high school days
Now it's too late, saw my heart mutate