Story of a Stranger - Oblivion Lyrics

I'm sitting in a pit
With no means to escape
I'm trapped in my thoughts
Confined by my emotions
There's nothing left within me
No more sense of dignity
You pledged that you
Wouldn't walk away
My world flipped upside down
My solitude is unbearable
There's nothing left within me
No more sense of dignity
You vowed that you
Wouldn't walk away
I ponder if my heart still beats
Or if it's even there
You deserted me, no second thought
Seeking a sensation with no reference
With bloodshot eyes
I ponder if my heart still beats
Or if it's even there
I ponder if my heart still bleeds
But would you even care
I am alive
Defying silence in the dark
I´m not gonna fall into
Oblivion
Even as I'm
Drifting like a leaf in the emptiness
I won´t fall into
Oblivion
I wonder if my soul's still whole
Or drifting in despair
I wonder if I've lost control
And would you even care
Still hard to sleep (Hard to sleep)
Still hard to be (Still hard to be)
Lost in the void of endless night
Searching for solace, finding none
Yet still, I yearn for your touch
Though I know it will never come
I ponder if my heart still beats
Or if it's even there
I ponder if my heart still bleeds
But would you even care
I am alive
Defying silence in the dark
I´m not gonna fall into
Oblivion
Even as I'm
Drifting like a leaf in the emptiness
I won't fall into
Oblivion
Still hard to breathe (Still hard to breathe)
Still hard to see (Oblivion)
Seeking a sensation with no reference
With bloodshot eyes
I'm caught in this pretence
There's nothing left within me
Won't fall into
Oblivion