I D K W T G Video (MV)

I think I'm stuck
I been in a rut
I've given you everything
Guess that wasn't enough
But something is different
Something has changed
I'm not content
I'm feeling caged
My hands are in shackles
Got a chain on my neck
I can't get a handle
On where to go next
I need some direction
I'm in a new space
I was afraid rejection
No longer the case
I wanna know why
I gotta lie
Always pretending like I'm feeling fine
But I'm not ok
No where to stay
I don't wanna sit here and wait
We got no time
To waste bein fake
Living with urgency
Know what's at stake
A lot on my plate
Ya'll can relate
I'm waiting to see if I'm only dead weight or nah
I know you got a plan
I just don't understand
What my next move should be
Out here on my own
Far away from home
I should trust you but
I don't know where to go
I don't know where to go
Every day same old thing
I need something new, gotta rearrange
The skin that I'm in no longer fits
And I don't know, what to make of this
But I am lacking the confidence
To follow you every time I trip
And when I get back up I feel the pain again
I think I went for miles, I only moved an inch
But I been in the booth
Not in the coupe
Spending my life, jumping through hoops
Tryna be like
All of these dudes
Who only just talk and don't ever do
Anything lasting, where is the passion
Wanna be real
Forget all that acting
I am the me
I wanna be
But I need a vision
So I can see
Where you are taking me
Are you just faking me?
What is the reason that I have this ache in me?
Is it even real?
Is this all I'm meant to be?
I'm lost on the road
Got a pain in my soul
Why do I have the feeling
That you let me go?
I know you got a plan
I just don't understand
What my next move should be
Out here on my own
Far away from home
I should trust you but
I don't know where to go
I don't know where to go
Die to myself, I've been made new
Picking up my cross I try to follow you
But that's the hard part right
I'm navigating this night
I'm tryna look for your light
Traveling by faith not by sight
Pulled back in the sling
Need to let it fly
There's a reason that I'm here and
I gotta know why
Sitting on the bench
Time for me to sub in
Point me down a path
That's the way I'm running
But you staying silent
You have been for years
Why won't you speak to me
And calm all my fears
I thought I was woken
I just been going through motions
It's like I'm a time bomb
Ticking until the explosion
I know you got a plan
I just don't understand
What my next move should be
Out here on my own
Far away from home
I should trust you but
I don't know where to go
I don't know where to go