Strays of the World - Have U Met Me? Lyrics

I'm so happy, It's a joy to be alive
If I rated my life, five out of five
I have to keep going even if I fall
These bricks are too tough to tear down this wall
Put on a smile it'll brighten up your day
Your pearly whites help to put you on display
I need approval, it's how I survive
Without it there's no need to keep my disguise
Or is there?
You don't know me, I'm crying inside
My face turning red, My hate I can't hide
Everything is so easy, let me show you
When learning something, patience is a virtue
I need some help cause it's not hard to stand
I'm in the air, but have no place to land
Tell your haters that they need to step back
They're just jealous and scared of what they lack
What does it matter what I have to say?
You'll just do what you want to anyway
Nobody listens
You don't know me, I'm crying inside
My face turning red, My hate I can't hide
I keep myself sane but I don't know why
No one could care if I weren't alive
I am just not right it's not hard to see
Now as yourself have you really met me
Or my guitar
I need some help cause it's not hard to stand
I'm in the air, but have no place to land
You don't know me, I'm crying inside
My face turning red, My hate I can't hide
And now I ask you are you here to help
My guess would be no, but I'm clearly not well
Everything's my fault or that's how it feels
It seems that my life is not even real