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Bitch I need an upper
If i'm heading out I need to up first
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Bitch I need an upper
If i'm heading out I need to up first
I'm festering with thoughts of hatred
I'm so angry i've never tasted
I keep it shut to hold down pages
I hold it down so you won't face it
You bring me down
Like all the time
When you're around
Can't close my eyes
In the darkness is where I find
Every bit of your design
You've brought me down
Too many times
If this is it
Leave me behind
I've lost years and I've lost lifes
Just wish you can never be fine
Upper
Bitch I need an upper
If i'm heading out I need to up first
Upper
Bitch I need an upper
If i'm heading out I need to up first
I bring you down
I'm too negative
When i'm around
You say i'm sensitive
I see your meaning cause i'm a mess again
I ignore it hope for the medicine
I'm a dreamer i'm a mexican
I fix my problems hope for the best I can
I feed the flame I bring the oxygen
So i'm to blame for all my thoughts I guess
You've programmed me with so much distaste
You've thrown me up to what I can take
You've given me samples you gave me a plate
So I could never get rid of the taste
It's okay i'm who I hate
I'm just anger mixed with hate
Need drugs to function
At a normal rate
Need to stop my focus
So I can relate
I hold grudges with everything in me
Hold grudges so tight make sure they won't leave
I've gained comfort with a reality
Where i'm the loser and you're right infront of me
Upper
Bitch I need an upper
If i'm heading out I need to up first
Upper
Bitch I need an upper
If i'm heading out I need to up first
You bring me down
Like all the time
When you're around
Can't close my eyes
In the darkness is where I find
Every bit of your design
Upper
Bitch I need an upper
If i'm heading out I need to up first