Struck by Helia - I Will Stand Lyrics

Once more I'm standing here
With no way out
In me so much fear
That screams so loud
I don't know where to go
I'm on my own
Clipped wings like a lonely crow
That's all alone
I don't know what they're expecting from me
I can not breath I keep on drowning
From all the judgments that I have to flee
I'm almost done, please stop blaming
My soul is already crushed into bits
Cutting like glas, I'm starting bleeding
And in the end there is nothing that fits
But here I am, keeping trying

I can not run, can not hide, I'm tired of falling
Just hold tide, stand back up, wipe of all these tears
I am too weak, there's no way, my body's aching
Just hold tide, stand back up, forget your fears
I can not speak, lost my words, and who would listen
Just hold tide, stand back up, don't be so shy
I'm holding tide, standing up, I will try again
Spreading my wings, flying up into the sky

I have to gather up all of my strength
Finding a way to stay myself and
All of my dear and beloved so called friends
Can f*ck themselves as I will stand

I can not run, can not hide, I'm tired of falling
Just hold tide, stand back up, wipe of all these tears
I am too weak, there's no way, my body's aching
Just hold tide, stand back up, forget your fears
I can not speak, lost my words, and who would listen
Just hold tide, stand back up, don't be so shy
I'm holding tide, standing up, I will try again
Spreading my wings, flying up into the sky

As I will stand!
As I will stand!

I can not run, can not hide, I'm tired of falling
Just hold tide, stand back up, wipe of all these tears
I am too weak, there's no way, my body's aching
Just hold tide, stand back up, forget your fears
I can not speak, lost my words, and who would listen
Just hold tide, stand back up, don't be so shy
I'm holding tide, standing up, I will try again
Spreading my wings, flying up into the sky