Hiding my pain with this money
Capitalism controlling my mood
Rapid the way that it's paced
Last time I checked on my weight I was 262
I can't be running this race ima lose
Rather the distance than hitting a zoom
Rather be sane than let evil consume
Man just peep how in church you still owing ya dues, ooo
How can I keep my mental
In check
How can I save this happiness
How can I keep my mental
From pests
Damn it I know I'm blessed
But the system got a noose my neck
How do you cope with ya troubles
I just be smo-king weed nigga
How do you breath when the funds hella low
And you've haven't yet copped all you need nigga
Kinda just figure it out
Be creative
Uber ain't Uber if taxi's weren't dated
You finna struggle before you could make it
On the way up
You gon' see a few snakes
But they really just pawns
Even though they cause harm
You could do what I do
And just kill them in Psalms
After you rubbin' ya palms
Take the shit that has secreted and use it as balm
Flex on ya demons
Blow smoke in they face
And say f*ck 'em, aye
Flex on ya demons
Blow smoke in they face
And say f*ck 'em, aye
How can I keep my mental
In check
How can I save this happiness
How can I keep my mental
From pests
Damn it I know I'm blessed
But the system got a noose my neck
If you lookin' at ya bank app at the party
Worried that you'll put ya shit in red while ya wobbly
Why is you here
Why have some rum, can't afford you some beer
Why she so turnt, her lace front finna sear
Why rub ya face, nigga ain't got a beard
Why nigga, why
Feel like I'm Jadakiss
Evil around
Better sink in ya bliss
Mix up ya drink, and just light up ya spliff
F*ck the spotlight
Dopest lights really dim
Fun should be slim if ya pockets are slim
Say it again like a f*ckin' remix
Evil around
Better sink in ya bliss
Mix up ya drink, and just light up ya spliff
Smoke it then dip
How can I keep my mental
In check
How can I save this happiness
How can I keep my mental
From pests
Damn it I know I'm blessed
But the system got a noose my neck
Wack as f*ck when you are drunk and horny then you get a message
Thinking it's a message, open eyes, wow, it's not a message
It's an email
Damn it I thought it's a female
Discover just sent me a mean bill
Drink near me, that'd be a clean spill
I been wildin' with my spending
And I gotta' a f*ckin' tab open
Capitol hittin' the gmail
Guess I ain't the One
Guess a nigga ain't chosen
Danced with this shorty, we spoke, I would take shorty home
But ain't no joking
I ain't got no where to f*ck
So later tonight I'll grab that lotion
My happiness
My happiness
My happiness
My happiness