Suaz - Home Lyrics

I got a call from my mama and father
That's something i can't face
Lately the doctor's been harder
This something they can't change
And that's facts
Think I was better off without you
Quote won't drink now I'm talking to the bouncer
My only real friends in the counter
My only routine's taking champagne showers

I don't feel at home
It might seem great but I'm all alone
I promised I would get to where i was headed
But damn did i start to regret it
Cause this don't feel like
Don't feel like home

Yea I'll take the blame for this
I used to put the problem first and now I'm lame for this
I got a weight up on my chest that ain't my jewelry
Looking in the mirror I don't see me just somebody that I used to be
News to me thought I'd be better moving out of town
Just me and my anxiety to hold it down
Trust me ain't always greener when you're in the crowd
My money up I'm down cause

I don't feel at home
It might seem great but I'm all alone
I promised I would get to where i was headed
But damn did i start to regret it
Cause this don't feel like
Don't feel like home