SubTop - Five Months Lyrics

I rolled his cock out flat with a rolling pin
To a size that my oven could fit
Made him a better man with my powers
Reminded him it was me who did it
When this moment show's up
The rule is almost too crystal clear
I guess I can blow up, glow up, and get over it
Five months for five years

I tried every type of special appointment
To try to talk or to try to bleed
I tried to love myself
Or at least convince myself that that's what I need
I tried thinking that if we talked
You'd have that special thing to say
But three concerts, two dinner parties
Five months, and it's the same

This has got to be it now
Who knew that we could feel this long?
I can't keep going back to the school yard
I can't write another f*cking song
You didn't have the time
And I didn't face my fears
But I'll remember this forever
Five months for five years