Seventeen when I first felt it
A tidal wave it just felt like bricks
I gasped for air, only punishment
And I never got release
Twenty-one and I had my doubts
Even though I had it all figured out
The reality of my vanity
Only sends me to knees
I'm leaving school in a couple weeks
I'm still decisionless and confused it seems
Lose my friends for a salary
Or end up in the east
When I'm dead how will I know
The direction I was meant to go
It's all a guess, a quest or feat
To not end up in the east
I'm leaving school in a couple weeks
I'm still decisionless and confused it seems
Lose my friends for a salary
Or end up in the east