Suhama - ICFDTA Lyrics

I'm tired of being uncomfortable
Dwelling on the flaws
Eliciting a sinking feeling
In time, I'll know the afterglow
Drowning in my thoughts and fears: It's clear
So, I need to know

Have I lost my way?
I've tried to purge the gray
Is this the life I chose?
Oh, I'm falling faster, falling hard
'Cause I can't f*cking do this anymore

Feeding on the rain
I start to believe that I'm in sync
Impartible; so frustrated searching for myself
Clenching at all the issues I swore to subside
Crying out, only to hear: It's clear to see
Because I f*cking hate who I am

Have I lost my way?
My heart's been on display
A wish yet unrestored
Oh, I'm falling faster, falling hard
'Cause I can't f*cking do this anymore

Tearing up this selfish paper heart
Taking my chances, but burning up inside
Wearing my grief, clueless what to do
So, have I lost my way?