suicidemosaic - An Unsightly Reflection... Lyrics

Deep cold sweats awaiting
When I fall to slumber, I can't fall too hard now, yeah
Told my lover I gotta focus on myself
Put that on my health, yeah
I don't want these backdrops as my foreground
If I don't fit the picture, you can crop me out now
Told that mirror man I'd build him up some wealth
I am nothing but a liar

I don't feel nobody, uh
I don't need no body on me
Dying alone probably
Body under trolley, sacrifice
Classic life, only problems that arise
You get solace for your lies, it'll cauterise

Shaking the memories out like cockroaches into the light
All of the happiness without a doubt will stop making us feel alive
I see the truth, it's all abuse
Even when you meant the best, that seed could only grow despise

Deep cold sweats awaiting
When I fall to slumber, I can't fall too hard now, yeah
Told my lover I'm gon' focus on myself
Put that on my health, yeah
I don't want these backdrops as my foreground
If I don't fit the picture, you can crop me out now
Told that mirror man I'd build him up some wealth
I am nothing but a liar

That girl went and left me scarred
Now it's time for my villain arc
Prayed my heart wouldn't get too hardened
Taking all that back, I'm past the point of no return
Got no more bridges to burn
I'm everything that you discerned, a piece of shit with zero worth

I'll leave this earth with a smile on my face
Middle fingers in the air while I meet the warm embrace of death
It won't be my first time seeing his face
If I wake, in this cannibalistic place
I guess I'll waste another day and that was God's mistake

Deep cold sweats awaiting
When I fall to slumber, I can't fall too hard now, yeah
Told my lover I gotta focus on myself
Put that on my health
I don't want these backdrops as my foreground
If I don't fit the picture, you can crop me out now
Told that mirror man I'd build him up some wealth
I am nothing but a liar

Sleep well, precious wonder
I know your eyes are like waterfalls
They're flooding out the pennies they threw in the well
Told them to save themselves