suicidemosaic - black&blue Lyrics

Dirty soul, an God forgive me?
I'm not feeling whole, there ain't nobody with me
So let's dig a hole and cuddle six deep
When I'm dead and buried, will they miss me?

Black & blue, I swear I'm just like you
Nothing new under the sun, who knew?

Dead inside, and I can't fix it
I'm the only suspect for who did this
Why's it so hard to admit I'm the sickness?
When to everybody's suffering, I'm a witness
Seen it all before, been stripped of my interest
Writing's on the walls
Red paint is dripping
Battles and the wars, I do not see a difference
Are you keeping score?
'Cause all of us have victims

Black & blue, I swear I'm just like you
Nothing new under the sun, who knew?

Every minute of your time is borrowed
I don't see a use to it if you don't want growth
You don't get mine if all you got is false hope
All you are is dead weight, like skipping with a crossrope
God knows I'm empathetic, maybe too much
He knows what to do with us
As my pride eats me alive like lions, well that makes two of us
Either side of the dying Christ who's renewing us
Our crosses to bear, it's gonna make us black & blue as f*ck

Black & blue, I swear I'm just like you
Nothing new under the sun, who knew?

Take my own advice, I wish I could have
I feel like hypocrisy is what I'm always good at
Told others to be kind and really take a look at
What they say in their own mind
I wish my actions would match
Put me in a box with the plastic wrap
Hotwheels, I'll still race laps
I'm not real, just look at how far I've come since just a brat
Still weeding out the many crops I don't want popping back up
Balloons to put me in the sky, and I won't stop at that

Black & blue, I swear I'm just like you
Nothing new under the sun, who knew?

Black & blue, I swear I'm just like you
Nothing new under the sun, who knew?