suicidemosaic - Don't Love Me Lyrics

I need a distraction, some healthy attraction
To stop losing traction again and again
Don't love me in silence, emptiness is violent
Alone with the crying of hell, this is hell
How does time keep slipping from my hands?
Looking back to where this began, ain't nothing changed
Still rotting away in my cage
Patience is a virtue and you waited for me to hurt you
Like I always do, I don't deserve you
This goes out for every relationship that I burnt through
I wish I could have been better
But there ain't no point in wishing when you're slipping to your death
I got a pot to piss in, but I'm limiting my breath
I could have been a kid that took a bullet to the chest, took rest for eternity
I feel that would have been a blessing but instead I wake up
Surrounded by fake love
So if you need one, go ahead and take something
No judgement finna come from the punk boy
Supplement the hugs with the drugs, it's a dumb ploy
Now I think I need a distraction, some healthy attraction
To stop losing traction again and again
Don't love me in silence, emptiness is violent
Alone with the crying of hell, this is hell