suicidemosaic - Eyes On The Road Lyrics

Young punk, never begging for no handout
I've seen homelessness and opiates
And many nights of xanned out homies
Just tryna cope with it
We were never the sober kids
Now I got copious debt
I'm always broke as shit

How did I let the snowball get so big while never rolling it?
I only helped the worry settle on some Pocahontas shit
I wanna make me a better life, but
My mental keeps on blocking this progress that I thought I lived
Properly distorted is my thinking
Over thinking I should go swing from a rope
Catch me on the decline, never upwards on the slope
She Medusa, she saw my little heart and turned it to stone
I can't be Jeffrey, and it ain't murder that she wrote

I lost control of the flow
Shit got too crazy, and now I know
I'm better off on my own with my eyes on the road
Letting the journey take me to places I'd never go

I write my sad shit cause I know how hard it be
Always seen music more like magic, like Houdini getting free
It feels impossible to conquer anything when you got a heart this dark
I put my problems in my lyrics and they pass real fast
Like moving cars in movie scene, I'm out the cinema
I do believe I'm watched over by those who didn't last
Eyes on me, no make believe
I've been the realest from the start
And if you catch my wave early, I'm finna take us to the stars

I lost control of the flow
Shit got too crazy, and now I know
I'm better off on my own with my eyes on the road
Letting the journey take me to places I'd never go

I lost control of the flow
Shit got too crazy, and now I know
I'm better off on my own with my eyes on the road
Letting the journey take me to places I'd never go