suicidemosaic - Hades Lyrics

Please don't tell me that I think too much
Fact is I smoke too much
I see a punishment I wanna be a glutton
Sharpened, now I'm cuttin'
Find myself neck deep in something
Every other minute, add it up it can't be nothing

Lately it's too late when I say sorry to myself
I changed, stopped wanting to find help
Hades in my brain, welcome to my hell
Turns out I got no soul left to sell

Yeah
I saw you in a dream
Right next to the sea

Ocean eyes, I let them follow you too long
I apologise, forget this whole damn song
'Cause I can only think of bad thoughts
Where did I go wrong?
Fill me up with madness
I'll just write another one

I swear it's been hard knocks since day one
But I got no time to complain, son
Just gonna keep on dashin' through the wires
Like I'm volts, never tire
Killswitch ready, burn this fire
I'm the pulse, pumpin' dire

We kinda hate existing
Wipe the misery away
Was it this simple always?

Please don't tell me that I think too much
Fact is I smoke too much
I see a punishment I wanna be a glutton
Sharpened, now I'm cuttin'
Find myself neck deep in something
Every other minute, add it up it can't be nothing

Lately it's too late when I say sorry to myself
I changed, stopped wanting to find help
Hades in my brain, welcome to my hell
And I don't think I got a soul left to sell

Yea-ee-yeah
It doesn't really feel worth it to be me anymore
God damn, I made some progress but I'm back on the floor

Do you feel the same?
I just need a break
But it's habit to chase
I'll die before I wait

I eat my words a lot these times
Multiplying my sound, double dealin' with sines
Are you afraid of the water?
I'll take a double with lime
And nah I'm not even sweatin'
Baby girl I am just fine

I know you worry 'bout the past lives we lived catching up
You don't have to cover up
You can tell me if it's just another way
For you to demonstrate that you've had enough

Please don't tell me that I think too much
Fact is I smoke too much
I see a punishment I wanna be a glutton
Sharpened, now I'm cuttin'
Find myself neck deep in something
Every other minute, add it up it can't be nothing

Lately it's too late when I say sorry to myself
I changed, stopped wanting to find help
Hades in my brain, welcome to my hell
Turns out I haven't got a soul left to sell