suicidemosaic - If Nothing Changes, Nothing Will Change Lyrics

Shadow of a heart that I used to have
It reminds me of a time when I wasn't so sad
Stars up above and gratitude in my heart
I wanna know, has anything changed?

I feel lower than low
Not sure how we got to this point
Onward, I must go but
I need to know, will anything change?

I'm boring, I've heard the same story a hundred times
Replaying through my speakers in the middle of the night
I always tell myself at least I have direction in my life
But that shit is not unique, everybody gotta die

Black hole in my chest, only impressed when I'm inebriated
Back to holding my breath, sucking my gut in, hidin' my shame
The conversation in my head needs to be mediated
It's become a tragic story all about the

Shadow of a heart that I used to have
It reminds me of a time when I wasn't so sad
Stars up above and gratitude in my heart
I wanna know, has anything changed?

I feel lower than low
Not sure how we got to this point
Onward, I must go but
I need to know, will anything change?

So compelled by things that kill me slow
The devil was on my shoulder but I told him hit the road
Smoked my lungs sore 'cause my heart's made of stone
I couldn't love myself more if I wanted

Dealing with store bought problems
Self imposed, self haunted
Kill myself with the blade that I fought with
I never fought for you, I only fought for a

Heart that I used to have
It reminds me of a time when I wasn't so sad
Stars up above and gratitude in my heart
I wanna know, has anything changed?

I feel lower than low
Not sure how we got to this point
Onward, I must go but
I need to know, will anything change?