suicidemosaic - K!NG Lyrics

Hey!
Comfort in the shadows, I'm dying in the light
If only I had known, I could have made the right choices
Gave a stronger fight, voices tearing out my mind
Why my name is suicide?
Cause I was up for many nights

Battling with depression, the anguish of my past
I thought I learned my lesson, I was just wearing a mask
Tore that shit off me when I saw it rip you all apart
Not sure why I kept punishing the ones who gave me all their heart

Self-destructive tendencies have been my king for way too long
And I'm not trying to up and leave a bunch of grief where I belong
I'm still trying to be your favourite rapper, write your favourite song
But I'ma need me a drink, so pour me up and make it strong

Hey!
Comfort in the shadows, I'm dying in the light
If only I had known, I could have made the right choices
Gave a stronger fight, voices tearing out my mind
Why my name is suicide?
Cause I was up for many nights

Pondering all the times where I really almost died
Asking myself if I had done, would it have been alright?
Is it dumb to look for peace in the afterlife
Or do I just want release from disaster?

I am love struck by my demons
Can't decide if they love me or they're evil
It's alright here, I'm not trying to deceive no one
No idea what I'm doing, but I keep on till it arrives clear

Comfort in the shadows, I'm dying in the light
If only I had known, I could have made the right choices
Gave a stronger fight, voices tearing out my mind
Why my name is suicide?
Cause I was up for many nights

Comfort in the shadows, I'm dying in the light
If only I had known, I could have made the right choices
Gave a stronger fight, voices tearing out my mind
Why my name is suicide?
Cause I was up for many..