Truths I can no longer hide from
Growing tired of holding my tongue
I'm like you, I don't know what I want
When I'm blue, I intoxicate my blood
Even if I had success by now
In the way that I want it
I don't know if I'd be proud
I'm not looking for an angel to bless my route
But the voice inside that wants acceptance is loud
I'm a square, you a circle, that's fine
You can go along your way and I will find mine
Like the puzzle pieces, you were on the side
Waiting for someone to excite your troubled mind
Truths I can no longer hide from
Growing tired of holding my tongue
I'm like you, I don't know what I want
When I'm blue, I intoxicate my blood
Thought I was a Jesuit
I can admit I fall short more than a little bit
I said the drugs I took would never make a difference
They fueled my nihilism, and different images of me made up entire visions
All of the nightmares I had with coalescence and sadness
Lovers that I never met, they all just left me feeling tragic
Or fake like I'm plastic, snapping like elastic
Too much pressure on me I need to get over being passive
Truths I can no longer hide from
Growing tired of holding my tongue
I'm like you, I don't know what I want
When I'm blue, I intoxicate my blood