suicidemosaic - Why is the Rum Always Gone? Lyrics

I put a wall up, they think they know the real me
But no one ever call up for long enough to feel me, uh

I put a wall up, they think they know the real me
But no one ever call up for long enough to feel me

If you want I'll go, burn out slow
Bright like dope
Blink once more, then it's over
Rain on windowpanes
Constant, but never the same
Blame others all you want
You still won't escape

Talk about runnin' track
I'm the one that had your back
Ain't nobody wanna cut me slack
When I talk my shit, it ain't none but facts
I been screamin' out in my dreams
I been talkin' in all caps
Here I'm drownin' in the deep
All while you focused on gettin' racks

Brother what you mean?
I know you hear me, I know you
Brother what you mean? What you mean?
I know you hear me, I know you

Where you been? It's been a minute
Yeah, you know, you missed my birthday
But I ain't even trippin', I'll still always be your first mate
Steer us right into a storm, I'll laugh and call you bird-brain
I still just can't discern hatred from your heart

If you want I'll go, burn out slow
Bright like dope
Blink once more, then it's over
Rain on windowpanes
Constant, but never the same
Blame others all you want
You still won't escape

My brother, I see your love for your mother
I wish everybody could be like you with each other
Just spread the love, all out to the corners like butter
Get the one that you want, and tell her you're the cover
When the missiles come, and the bombs drop on us
Everything is done, but we did fight for 'em
Now into the sun we gon ride
Everyone that's finna slide for the love
At this time, we are one, no denyin'

Hold out your chest, stand your ground
No use dying yet if you're not proud

If you want I'll go, burn out slow
Bright like dope
Blink once more, then it's over
Rain on windowpanes
Constant, but never the same
Blame others all you want
You still won't escape