hangover Video (MV)

I know the overthinking is very unattractive
But I've been feeling like the side character in my own narrative and this is the only way
I know how to get back control
It's like you eat for pleasure while I eat for sustenance
And all I can see in your story arc is my own irrelevance
It's in all of the plans
You made with no intention to follow through while I cleared my schedule for you
Walk by the track I hope I feel something
I thought you'd kiss me tonight guess I'm the fool of the game
I keep keep praying praying for any anything to happen
I lean up close you're so incredibly far
I'm pretty sure I'm the most tired girl of the bar
I keep keep praying praying for any anything to change
Tomorrow's going to hurt from the wine we're having
I try to be mysterious and I end up oversharing I always do this
I have such a hard week ahead
And though I try to write it off like it's a scene in a movie
If I don't like it sober I'll edit it from my own memory
But the wall still close in
And tomorrow the shame from the words I said will wreck me even if you don't remember them
On dating apps I hope to see your face
I thought by then it would pass guess I'm the fool of the game
I keep keep praying praying for any anyone to notice
I look at them they look at better than me
I look for someone to blame there isn't anybody
I keep keep praying praying for any anything but this
What would I say now if I ran into you?
What would I say now if I ran into you?
Would I be smart now and know to ignore you?