summer camp girlfriend - leaving the club Lyrics

Can't say I'm having fun
It's been 6 drinks since the night began
I laugh at all your jokes and I feel so f*cking dumb
Go to the toilet to stare at myself
I started the night out feeling great
But thanks to your attitude it's getting hard to love myself
And I'll be ashamed in retrospect
Of my lack of self respect
But I missed you, please stay
And you leave the club alone
I take the first metro home
And I wake up to zero new texts on my phone
I don't understand the change
I don't know what I did wrong
You leave the club alone, you leave the club alone
I go outside to smoke
Just because you're outside too
I'm starting to feel like a joke so I talk to everyone but you
I'm 26 years old
And I act 19 at best
This is my third shot of the night, I have so much pain in my chest
And I'll be ashamed in retrospect
Of my lack of self respect
But I missed you, please stay
And you leave the club alone
I take the first metro home
And I wake up to zero missed calls on my phone
I don't understand the change
I don't know what I did wrong
You leave the club alone, you leave the club alone
And I always say
I won't fall for it again
But I always end up texting you first anyway
And you leave the club alone
I take the first metro home
And I wake up to zero new texts on my phone
I don't understand the change
I don't know what I did wrong
You leave the club alone, you leave the club alone