Summer On Venus - Death Is A Plot Device Lyrics

I masturbate just to feel something and I'm gonna die
I masturbate just to feel something and I'm gonna die
Belittle me, anxiety, but I am fine
I'm not okay and I feel something, but I don't know why

Amputate so I feel something right before I die
Amputate so I feel something right before I die
Take my arm and then my eyes, then my eyes
Monotony is death to me, I don't wanna die

F*ck! I'm gonna die

But I feel
Yeah I feel
Oh I feel

Touch the sky just to see something, 'cause I wanna fly
Touch the sky just to see something, the sun go by
Life's charade depends on flame, depends on flame
I hate the shade but I wanna stay in a sunless cave

I am afraid

But I feel
Yeah I feel
Oh I feel
But I feel
Yeah I feel
Oh I feel
And I feel

I suffocate when I feel something, I'm gonna die