Summer Rain Moon - Not Alright Lyrics

The weight of the world sits on my shoulders
As my lungs deflate, my mind becomes conquered
I feel numb as if I'm the only one

Left of the surface of an overwhelming circus
I try to fit in but I don't know where to begin
And sometimes I just don't feel like I'm enough

I'm not okay and I'm not alright
I try to be balanced but nothing seems to go right
A smile deems upon my face, but deep down inside
I'm trying to escape

My mind draws blanks, as I sit here and wait
For the happiness to dwell upon me
I look in the mirror and I hate what I see

I try to adjust my own perspective of life
And I try to be positive and continue to fight
But some days I don't have the strength to be strong inside

I'm not okay and I'm not alright
I try to be balanced, but nothing seems to go right
A smile deems upon my face, but deep down inside
I'm trying to escape

I have those days
Where things are not okay
It doesn't make me crazy
It just means I have feelings that shape me

I'm not okay, and I'm not alright
I try to be balanced, but nothing seems to go right
A smile deems upon my face, but deep down inside
I'm trying to escape

I'm not okay, and I'm not alright
I try to be balanced but nothing seems to go right
A smile deems upon my face, but deep down inside
I'm trying to escape