Breathing In and Out Video (MV)

I'm alone
I don't
Have any intention of telling you
I'd rather drink and smoke than have you worry
I'm cool
Not that I'm playing smooth
I don't trust it boo
My actions show
I'd rather be alone
Than close to you
I ruminate if that's even true
I'm not saying who
Guess I'm a bit removed
My baseline is messed up
At points, my life's been f*cked
You want to get to know me
Would you be brave first and show me
If not, I won't budge
I've been hurt
Got a grudge
That you're paying, in lieu
I'm breathing in and out
I'm fine
Breathing in and out
I'm fine
Hone in on my work and grind
I won't let myself unwind
Breathing in and out
I'm fine
Breathing in and out
I'm fine
Hone in on my work and grind
I won't let myself unwind
Part of me just wants to die
But you'll never see me cry
Savage beast inside my mind
Building me to her design
Breathing in and out
I'm fine
Breathing in and out
I'm fine
Hone in on my work and grind
I won't let myself unwind
On lonely nights
I don't want to hear from you
Send me a message
What would I do
Maybe invite you
Table being blue
Don't misconstrue
I'm loving, I'm kind
The opposite of myself most of the time
I'm thrilled cause I'm ill
The pain I know still
Of being unscrewed
My baseline is messed up
At points, my life's been f*cked
You want to get to know me
Would you be brave first and show me
If not, I won't budge
I've been hurt, got a grudge
That you're paying, in lieu