Sundew - @idc Lyrics

Yeah I just hit the party and I just wanna go They're looking at my body and everybody
Knows
My mind is getting foggy, I know it f*cking
Shows
And everyone around me is sniffing up the snow
I wanna f*ckin' leave, I wanna f*ckin' go
I wanna go to sleep, I wanna f*ckin' go
I wanna be alone I wanna f*ckin'

Guess there's a price to be always online
I guess that I'm pressured to be what I'm not
And I'm not so special, a coy in a pond
It's really f*ckin' up my ego
It feels like it's a heart attack
And every day I'm coughing up a lung in half
And everything I do is done on their behalf
I guess it's cause I'm struggling trying to fight my ego
A goth, a freak, a punk, a reject, a delinquent, an outcast, a f*ck-up

Yeah I just hit the party and I just wanna go
They're looking at my body and everybody knows My mind is getting foggy, I know it f*ckin shows
And everyone around me is sniffing up the snow
I wanna f*ckin' leave, I wanna f*ckin' go
I wanna go to sleep, I wanna be at home
I wanna f*ckin' go I wanna be alone

I try to look above those things, my instincts, but everything froze
My friend just walked away one day, no reason That shit just went cold
I can't just look at screens all day, it's draining That shit just gets old
Sometimes I feel alive all day, but some days I'm not in control

Yeah I just hit the party and I just wanna go
They're looking at my body and everybody knows My mind is getting foggy, I know it f*ckin
Shows
And everyone around me is sniffing up the snow
I wanna f*ckin' leave, I wanna f*ckin' go
I wanna go to sleep, I wanna be at home

I wanna f*ckin' go I wanna be alone
I wanna f*ckin' go
I wanna f*ckin' go