I'm thinking
It's time
For me
To end it
Call it 'quits'
Settle down
Quiet down
Weighed it out
Just give me some relief...
All of this struggling inside of my soul
(Is asking me please to let me have one more)
All of this trouble has taken its toll
The need for recovery, these thirty days have been my hell
I'm thinking
It's time
For me
To admit, my defeat
A bittersweet
Farewell friend
No pretend
These trying times
To end
The Sadness
Depression
Anger
Frustrations
And im running out of words
To describe these conditions
Just please let me have one more
And all i want to do is get f*cked up