Sunflower Summit - Dreaming Again Lyrics

I'm shutting down
Silence all around
I'm feeling everything
And nothing but this ringing sound

It's the end of the year again
All is merry and cheer again
And as much as I try
I have to confide
I'm still empty inside

Cuz jingle bells and fairy tales
Can't wake me up from this sleepy spell
I'm dreaming again
Of the future ahead
And twinkling lights and airplane flights
Can't help my fire from burning bright
I'm dreaming again
Can't get out of my head

I can't find the words
I'm searching in every fold
But I've pressed every corner flat
There's nothing to do about that

And I'm trying my best not to think
Trying my best to be everything
But it's all disappeared in a blink
I'm left wondering if it's all a trick

Cuz jingle bells and fairy tales
Can't wake me up from this sleepy spell
I'm dreaming again
Of the future ahead
And twinkling lights and airplane flights
Can't help my fire from burning bright
I'm dreaming again
Can't get out of my head

I can feel it all shifting
The cold air is drifting in
It's scary to change
Nothing stays the same anyway

Will this year be different
Can I start new traditions
I want to laugh, I want to love
Why can't that ever feel like enough

Cuz jingle bells and fairy tales
Can't wake me up from this sleepy spell
I'm dreaming again
Of the future ahead
And twinkling lights and airplane flights
Can't help my fire from burning bright
I'm dreaming again
Can't get out of my head