Sunflower Summit - Hiding Lyrics

Close my eyes
Block it out
I don't want to think about
The mess I made

If I stare off into space
Till everything falls away
For a moment
I can pretend
That I'm brave

But I'm hiding
From the dreams in my soul
I'm hiding
From what I can't control
I don't want to anymore

Waking up
Soft and slow
Feel the sunrise
Burn a hole through my skin
Guess this is the life i'm living in

Fears I can't get rid of them
Doubts
I'll have to learn to quiet
I am hard on myself
Will it be worth it

But I'm hiding
From the dreams in my soul
I'm hiding
From what I can't control
I don't want to anymore

I wish I could have a plan
To hold on to
Instead all I have are my own hands
I'll hold on to
Me