I don't know how to be alright
With everything going on around me
I can't find a reason to fight
I don't even know how to breathe
Heart racing lungs caving in
Closing my eyes so I don't have to see
Nothing ever comes easy
I'm screaming at myself but I'm not listening
Scary movies used to be fun
Until i realized we're living one
Growing up is the worst part
The ground you walk on turns to quicksand
And everyone's saying just follow your heart
I'm following but it don't make sense
Can't hold on to anything with broken hands
It's all around, they say it's all in your head
Keep working harder
Just a little bit farther
There's no monsters under the bed
Boogieman lives in the real world instead
I'm trying i'm trying
You're trying you're trying
We're trying we're trying
Keep running keep running
The trick to surviving
Keep running keep trying
But all we have is a bag of rice
And endless sleepless nights
Scary movies used to be fun