Quiet My Demons Video (MV)

Stare towards the mirror
It won't get any clearer
I'm low and I'm cold
You spoke well but, I can't go
My teeth grind and my head slows to a dead stop
It's a low blow
I can't find a way to pass the time

I feel that I have hit the ceiling of this trap
Dead in the water; never ending relapse
But I can't catch what doesn't exist
Cut the cord, there's no meaning to any of this

Counting change to pay to change my mind with another distraction
No impact on anything I've tried to hide, I sought to fracture
The greener pasture kept it's distance, my resistance left me feeling
Instantaneously dead and old, another woe to shift the soil from it's mold

In the dark I felt you whisper in my mind
Kiss the cold of my flesh; mesmerize
Clouded by mental cancerous embrace
I saw pictures of the sunlight on your face
But what was an inkling has surely become a plague
It was a problem with commitment now it's a problem with my faith
I am losing trust in all, I turned my back on god
When I was a child, and now I'm lost in thought
A labyrinth of torturous malevolence
Please let me feel human again

Please let me feel human again
Quiet my demons
I wish for silence the size of an ocean
Let it end, I am nothing