Sun-Valley Vista - Cinnamon Lyrics

Here I am
Loving someone way too much again
Catching feelings like a virus
Wishing I could just be dead
The taste of you still staining my tongue

So I washed it out with a spoonful of cinnamon
Feel my mouth dry out
Self discipline
Punishing myself for my decisions

When roses hit my eyes
I'm burying myself alive
To never after- where I used to live alone
Used to live alone with my mind

Do you think you're playing a video game?
Don't you realize that I am real?
F*ckin' around with my heartstrings slowly heals-
But I pick my scabs
And I drink the thickest medicine around

And I wash it out with a spoonful of cinnamon
Brace for impact
My head's spinning I-
Can't seem to remember what we were

Your lust is like a flesh wound on my arm
Your lust is like a flesh wound on my arm

The cinnamon on that wound helps me forget