I'm not proud of what I've become
Banging my head until it's numb
I feel enslaved inside my mind
Just like I might be going blind
I'm just a simple person, I work
Fighting hard to keep it together
Seems like nobody sees my effort
Something grows inside me, its hate
I'm not depressed at all
I'm not going to stand tall
As I lean forward into the unknown
I feel my world crash and burn
It bothers me - for a reason
Life hates - for a reason
It makes me feel more depressed inside