Superhero Complex - In Tuition Lyrics

I just can't f*cking focus
That's the number one thing
That's keeping me hopeless
And unable to sing
Because the words come out broken
Just like the heart in my chest
And if I had to be honest
I guess you'd say I'm depressed
Oh no
But I am not afraid to die
But I still want to be alive
And I know that the world is a lie
And the truth is buried deep inside
So
Take everything you learned in college
And shove it up your ass
Because by the time you pay it off
You'll be in more debt
Two kids, an ex wife, and a mortgage
Is this all that life has in store for us?
Or are they feeding us porridge that's way too hot to swallow?
These nightmares are coming more frequent
I'm struggling to breathe
My lungs are filling up with smoke and it's smothering me
These monsters that live in my closet
I know they're in my head
But when I go to sleep at night
They're in my bed
I'm not afraid to die
But I still want to be alive
And I know that the world is a lie
And the truth is buried deep inside
So
Take everything you learned in college
And shove it up your ass
Because by the time you pay it off you'll be in more debt
Two kids, an ex wife, and a mortgage
Is this all that life has in store for us?
Or are they feeding us porridge that's way too hot to swallow?
That's way too hot to swallow
I am not afraid to die
To die, to die
But I still want to be alive
Alive, Alive
And I know that the world is a lie
A lie, a lie
And the truth is buried deep inside
So
Take everything you learned in college
And shove it up your ass
Because by the time you pay it off you'll be in more debt
Two kids, an ex wife, and a mortgage
Is this all that life has in store for us?
Or are they feeding us porridge that's way too hot to swallow?
That's way too hot to swallow
That's way too hot to swallow
That's way too hot to swallow
That's way too hot to swallow