I don't even know why I try
Feeling like I'm gonna die
Might go back to my room
And isolate myself again
Don't even know why I try
Feeling like I'm gonna die
Gonna isolate myself yet again
I don't even know why I try anymore
Locking myself up and laying on the floor
Every time we make plans, they just might fail
I don't think that I'm gonna prevail
I haven't seen you in days, it f*cking hurts
Waiting by my phone hoping to get an alert
I'm sitting in my room here missing you
Without an idea on what to do
I don't even know why I try anymore
I don't know why I'm locking up my door
Feel like I'm going insane
Something is wrong in my brain
Everything I want just gets ruined
These deep feelings of sadness are brewing
And I can't even say
What I ate today
I don't even know why I try
Feeling like I'm gonna die
Might go back to my room
And isolate myself again
Don't even know why I try
Feeling like I'm gonna die
Gonna isolate myself yet again