Surge - Messing Up Lyrics

Why the f*ck am I still even here?
Don't know what to say, I'm standing in fear
I love when you tell me when I mess up
That way I'm reminded I'm a f*ck up
I just lost my will, I can't even steer
At least now I won't be as so stuck up
I just wanna stop put in the rear
Why the f*ck am I still even here?

I am always messing up
But I know that I love you
I am always messing up
Please forgive me once in a blue

Why does everything have to concern?
It shouldn't even matter to me
Once I hear it then the fire will burn
It creates just one more bad memory
I don't know when I will ever learn
I just want to fix this anomaly
I love when you tell me that I'm not tall
I'm gonna throw myself at a wall

I am always messing up
But I know that I love you
I am always messing up
Please forgive me once in a blue
I am always messing up
But I know that I love you
I am always messing up
Please forgive me once in a blue
(I am always messing up
But I know that I love you
I am always messing up
Please forgive me once in a blue)