I cannot believe this lie
All of my pain lead to my own demise
Hidden amidst the crowd, take to the sky
I feel alright and I just wanna die, ay
Dead inside yet I crawl to the light
Stuck in the mist and I f*cking hate this
You're the reason I roll a blunt, deal with this shit
Carve your name to my skin, f*ck a bitch in the heat, yuh
When the anxiety kicks and I will then submit
To my pain from the past that I reminisce
Stop f*cking laugh or you will f*cking die
Like a whore being choked by her energy line
Screaming and pleading for her f*cking life
Feel no remorse and I cannot just hide
I love this dread and I'm full of this life
I love my demons, they always provide
Walk me down, oh my delight
When I simplify my life with a f*cked up mind
Imma go with a genocide, I am semper fi
Never meant for this world, oh I
Could've been someone else? Nah
Turned up to a therapist like mm, hi?
Cursed by the devil, like mm why?
I don't give a f*ck, all I wanna do is tie a noose and die