Pull back your bow
And as my heart begins to drink
The water from your mind
Your pulse stays steady
With great clarity your hand releases
Light the pyre you created with another
Kiss my forehead with once great golden lips
You're free to push me off to sea tonight
I breathe so heavy now and then
When I stop to think of where you've been
Open up my mind
Tell me that what you see is gray
I'm stuck between kissing you forever
And wishing that I was in my grave
And when he met your lips
Did you think of where we've been?
That although I wasn't perfect
I was patient
And now I'm just caving in
Your clothes that lie beside my bed
No longer smell like your perfume
And I've been getting drunk so maybe tonight
I can step foot inside this bedroom
Cause it's a monument of us
And everything we've ever dreamed
Now it's just me
But that's what you need
So maybe I'll try to get some sleep tonight instead
And as my heart begins to rust
The thoughts of him destroy these thoughts of us
Now I'm wasted
I guess I wasn't good enough
I guess this was never good enough