svintjxsh - antidote. Lyrics

Had the world fall in yo palm, you had the universe remote
Had me cryin' in yo arm
You got the unlock to my soul
Tell me if you bein' honest, inna' corner smokin' dope
Break another f*ckin' promise, maybe it's my time to loathe
See you 'round and then I don't
Changing up like you some clothes
Know I need you, like, the most
Trapped my love inside a hoax
Sapping out every emotion that I feel keeping me whole
Walkin' 'round wit' bitter feelings, like you ain't the antidote
I feel needy, I don't know if you still need me, or you don't
Saw somebody having dinner wit' the one thought I held close
Second guessing every picture that I left inside my phone
Waiting for another text to send to me, I think you won't
Strap my heart, I wear a vest to hide the scars inside my bones
Losing spirit, broken hearted, etch my name inside a stone
Round my neck, I wear a target, hoping you would throw a bone
Sold me off into the market, bigger fish to fry alone
Saw some shit, don't got no home
You been distant for a week, has someone else been on yo phone?
Sleep away like every problem, so my dream is where you roam
Smoke away like every dolla, think a lung just might implode
Love the smell of merry-juana
See you 'round and then I don't
Turn away when you get close
Ain't the same woman I know
Knew I can't be trusting hoes
Ain't a day I think I'm winning when my memories implode
Walkin' 'round wit' bitter feelings, like you ain't the antidote
I feel needy, I don't know if you still need me, or you don't
Saw somebody having dinner wit' the one thought I held close
Second guessing every picture that I left inside my phone
Waiting for another text to send to me, I think you won't
Strap my heart, I wear a vest to hide the scars inside my bones
I admit, I'm not a heavyweight
The grabba take the pain away
You left me all alone, my burdens nothing but a heavy weight
I'm waiting by my phone expecting messages, you hesitate
Why else you think I feel this way?
You tampering with everything
Look upon my wrist, the hurt you brought upon me every day
I never wished for this, I prophesized it like it's judgement day
You fall in my abyss, no guarantee you ever be the same
See you 'round and then I don't
Misery right down the road
Missing me, seem like you won't
Etch my pain into my bones
Carve me out, can't take no more
Just wish you'd drop it and let go
Walkin' 'round wit' bitter feelings, like you ain't the antidote
I feel needy, I don't know if you still need me, or you don't
Saw somebody having dinner wit' the one thought I held close
Second guessing every picture that I left inside my phone
Waiting for another text to send to me, I think you won't
See you 'round and then I don't
Misery right down the road
Missing me, seem like you won't
Etch my pain into my bones
Carve me out, can't take no more
Just wish you'd drop it and let go
Walkin' 'round wit' bitter feelings, like you ain't the antidote
I feel needy, I don't know if you still need me, or you don't
Saw somebody having dinner wit' the one thought I held close
Second guessing every picture that I left inside my phone
Waiting for another text to send to me, I think you won't