Like a picture, put my heart on ya' shelf
Had to walk all through my mind, figure how to love myself
2020, coldest winter, all December screamin' help
Took your family out for dinner, couldn't buy your heart wit' wealth
Told my mama, I'm a sinner, never cared about my health
Rip my feelings off my sleeve, bend the rules for any reason
Bite my tongue, I try and bleed, better off than hardly speaking
If I'm sitting in the room, and I ain't talking, then I'm thinking
Got me walkin' to my doom, I hardly calculate the reasons
Shawty think she bullet proof, but my tears'll leave you leaking
I ain't never make a move, it hardly feel like I been breathing
Moving on, you see it through, I think I might go off the deep end
I'm on heartbreak avenue in case you wonder who I be with
Like a picture, put my heart on ya' shelf
Had to walk all through my mind, questioning my mental health
Used to hate when it was winter, now the summer cold as hell
I can't have another dinner, wishing you would send some mail
Niggas know I ain't a quitter, I just wan' be by myself
Rip my feelings off my sleeve, bend the rules for any reason
Bite my tongue, I try and bleed, better off than hardly speaking
If I'm sitting in the room, and I ain't talking, then I'm thinking
Got me walkin' to my doom, I hardly calculate the reasons
(Better off alone, I need
Like a QP of some weed
When you lie, say it wit' ease
Know I'm going off the deep end)