svintjxsh - BRVKEN WISHES Lyrics

Know the things you tell me kinda' like a fairy tale
My feelings dialed out, you don't know how I really feel
I feel like going over like a f*cking Ferris wheel
I'm losing my composure, mentally I'm praying, still

You telling me you went and booked a flight to stay in Oklahoma
All the shit I thought about you nearly put me in a coma
Never liked the taste of iron, caught a whiff of the aroma
Man my heart been getting older

I don't feel no better
When we not together
It could be forever

Can't say I wish I never met her
The things we did together
Can't make me say, whatever

Is your love vacant?
Our relationship worth saving?
I don't think my soul can take it

Low life, demons got exposed
She keep moving secretive but everybody knows
She keep moving pieces, I'm a pawn, that's how it goes
I can't move in peace, I'm incomplete down to my bones
Kept on showing weakness now my head is where you roam

Turned my heart to stone
I can't trust these hoes
They done left me soulless
Feel like my heart homeless
She keep me on my toes

Tie around the rope
'Cause it's feeling hopeless
Act like you ain't know this
I keep losing focus
I don't feel at home

I don't feel no better
When we not together
It could be forever

Can't say I wish I never met her
The things we did together
Can't make me say, whatever

Maybe I should save face
I can't make the same mistakes
I'm digging my grave
She saying, its oh too late
She's cutting straight to the chase
She's leaving without a trace
I'm doing the same

I never get feelings hurt, I charge it to the game
We both keeping secrets, so am I the one to blame?
You might not be sneaking lately, who am I to say?
Something seeming different bout these feelings that you claim
Yeah, I'm feelin' strange
(Wish I never met her)