svintjxsh - I KNOW Lyrics

Another restless night and I don't find it ordinary
I'm thinking you're mistaken
Too busy wake and baking
In pain, like donor patient
I never had the patience
You texting other guys, but I don't have a shoulder near me
I don't find it ordinary
Thoughts of love, you left it buried
December's very scary
Had some thoughts of getting married
You need me, oh so dearly
I can't find the time, and I know
You hear me, but you're gone, I see that clearly
My deepest thoughts recline
I'm feeling like you're not the angel that I saw was mine
These petty, angry disagreements gave a soft decline
Unlike you, turning tides and burning things you said was mine
Like you just crossed the line
You say I'm not worth saving
Like you ain't take my life
You say that we're not dating
You took a trip to Vegas
You're happy on vacation
I'm home, I'm too complacent
These thoughts are too invasive
Honestly, I want to die
I don't find it ordinary
Thoughts of love, you left it buried
December's very scary
Had some thoughts of getting married
You need me, oh so dearly
I can't find the time, and I know
You hear me, but you're gone, I see that clearly