svintjxsh - imitation. Lyrics

I tried my best that I could keep you 'round
Too far, your side of town
It's hard to keep a smile
My life feel upside down
It's you I ain't around
I'm needing you about right now
When you hold me down deep inside
I can feel this ain't a real thing
Double homicide, when I see you, it's the real me
I don't really feel things
Maybe this the real me
I think it's the real me
I know it's the real me
Mentally abused, so I had to do you filthy
Playing by the rules filled my heart wit' ridicules
She try play me like a fool, stop by heartbreak avenue
Spoken lies, she do it silky
Paralyzed, like, what's the deal?
Felt her loving wasn't real
On my mind, can't pierce the veil
Play my cards the devil dealing
Emotion, I stay concealing
Have my heart, it's hard as ice
Soul mate walkin' out my life
Was too late to break the ice
Saw the tape, her love is lies
See prescriptions in my eyes
Hard to witness, hard to cry
Hard to sin and say goodbye
Hard to win, I hate my life
Devil woman, angel eyes
Hold my hand through all the signs
Walking me to my demise
Stalk and haunting all my life
I tried my best that I could keep you 'round
Too far, your side of town
It's hard to keep a smile
My life feel upside down
It's you I ain't around
I'm needing you about right now
When you hold me down deep inside
I can feel this ain't a real thing
Double homicide, when I see you, it's the real me
I don't really feel things
Maybe this the real me
I think it's the real me
I know it's the real me