indecision, Video (MV)

You talkin' bout me, what's the deal?
For love, I'm blind, I walk in silence
I see mistakes in your eye, the only one I confide in
You busy takin' your time, I'm fearin' you stop replyin
Can't catch me sayin' goodbye, just know I'm stoppin' the violence
Fifty hours trapped inside it
Fifty lies, you mastermind it
Sold me out, I can't abide

Never trusting, never real
My soul inside me wants to deal
Put love behind me, traumatize
My past assignments, box of pills
Like half the time I hit rewind, she cross my eyes, a silent film
My halfened time I leave behind, two piling lies, a carcass spilled

Take half the drive behind the wheel
No thousand miles a car could feel
Take half the time to cry, and still
It's half the crimes, the blood you spilled

Dismissive readings, we're not speaking
Look right past me, got me tweaking
She took a look at my past, then passed me off for no reason
No way I'm feeling so bad, you left me coughing and wheezing
You said I gave you insecurities, I'm venting, you reaching
Second guessing your impurities, inventing a reason
Since you left, don't think you heard of me, obsessive you leavin
Feel like everything deserve to be, celestial reading
I saw her love ain't really meant for me, celestial reading
Thought you came from up above, you my conceptual evil
Never want to see my love, say I'm distressin' you, even
(My mistress lied and closed the blinds, I saw the light, she got me killed)

Never trusting, never real
My soul inside me wants to deal
Put love behind me, traumatize
My past assignments, box of pills
Like half the time I hit rewind, she cross my eyes, a silent film
My halfened time I leave behind, two piling lies, a carcass spilled