Drowning in medication
Got too high, I'm very faded
Got too overstimulated
Unsure how I'm gonna make it
My heart, you tryna' break it
Not complaining, I'm just saying
Take some time for meditation
Had another revelation
Too many times you take control of every conversation
It never was your heart to break
Gave up on loving anyway
Talk shit to what I listen to, you hate my music taste
For whatever I'm meant to do, you run it to the grave
Moved onto better things
Whatever did you meant to me?
Our love was heavenly
My soul mate gave her heart to Satan
Fear she went and played me like a fool, I'll never be the same
She never playing by the rules
I had to go and keep my cool
Running off with half my soul, I drown the bottom of a pool
Took a look at my abyss, then turn the other cheek, it's cruel
Ticking time bomb in my chest, she tryna' use me like a tool
Stab my heart, I wear a vest, she wanna suffer
I ain't waiting
Sleepless nights, I'm getting by
Another blunt, so I could lace it
Saw two demons in her eyes
She want my soul, so she debating
Think I ain't been getting high
Can't even say I been debated
Under dirt, buried alive
Unsvinted two, I'm hardly waiting