I been reachin' for the medicine, it's keeping me whole
You got your curses in my head again, unbearable load
You called my love and all my burdens an unbearable load
You never stop it, I keep cryin, I don't want it no mo
You took my heart, you spill it out, I'm bleedin' all on the floor
You hit me up 'bout other women and expect me to know
These f*ckin' arguments, they bother me, I'm plottin' to go
When I say targeted, my weaknesses is all that you know
So when I'm coping wit' this music, don't you hit up my phone
And when I talk about my feelings, yea, I feel in the zone
You got me locking up my feelings like you playin' a zone
I found a locket with our wishes and some shit that you wrote
I'm reminiscing 'bout some shit that I still feel in my soul
No reason why you stopping it, you been way outta' pocket, bitch
My heart was on my sleeve for me to have and now you rocking it
And anything you ask from me, I swear to you, I got it
I'm takin' off up in the sky
I'm blowing like a rocket
Too much concealing that went into you
I'm begging you to stop it
I been walkin' 'round in circles, now I'm runnin' outta options
And when I'm busy thinkin' 'bout you, I'm just wishin' I ain't drop it
And when I'm dizzy, sinking bottle after bottle, it ain't stopping
And when I put my heart inside a song, I'm hopin' I don't drop it
And when you tell me how you never wrong, I hope you ain't forgot it